THIS WAS ACTUALLY ABOUT SOMETHING BUT I SIDE-TRACKED AND IT BECAME ABOUT ANOTHER SOMETHING.
AFTER THINKING OVER FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME, I HAD DECIDED TO FORGIVE NIKKI. I MEAN, THE YEAR IS COMING TO AN END AND.. I DON'T WANT TO CARRY THIS IRRITATING ANGER. I KNOW, I KNOW, I USUALLY DON'T FORGIVE PEOPLE THIS EASILY AND WOULD LIKE TO TAKE REVENGE AND GET EVEN WITH THEM BUT THAT'S A PATH TO THE DARKSIDE AND ANGRY IS (NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT) ALSO A PATH TO THE DARKSIDE. AND.. FOR ALL I KNOW, I MIGHT NEVER SEE HER (AND EVERY OTHER PERSON FROM MY SCHOOL) NEXT YEAR...
MY MIND IS KIND OF SET ON TRANSFERING SCHOOL. WHAT I'M SAYING IS THAT, WHAT'S THE POINT OF STAYING IN MY PRESENT SCHOOL IF THERE IS NOTHING MEMORABLE OR HAPPY ABOUT IT. ALL MY SCHOOL HAS IS BETRAYAL AND HATRED AND A LOT OF OTHER STUFF I WON'T (AND NEVER WILL) TYPE ON MY BLOG BECAUSE IT'S TOO OFFENDING AND VULGAR.. BUT, YOU DO GET THE IDEA, DON'T YOU?
BUT ANOTHER PART OF ME REALLY WISHES TO NOT TRANSFER SCHOOL. TO TELL YA THE TRUTH, I'M AFRAID THAT I'LL LOSE EVERY FRIEND (NON THAT I CAN TRUST FROM MY SCHOOL) I CURRENTLY STILL HAVE IF I WERE TO GO TO ANOTHER SCHOOL. IT'S REALLY MESSIN' ,UP MY MIND.
WELL, I HAVE SORT OF FIGURED OUT A POSSIBLE SOLUTION AS TO WHY I HAVE NO TRUSTWORTHY FRIENDS FOR SECONDARY SCHOOL AND A WHOLE LOT OF OTHER STUFF THAT ARE SOMEHOW RELATED TO THAT.
IT'S THE MAGIC FRIENDSHIP POWDER, I TELL YOU!! HONEST!!!
ODD AND LAVI MIGHT BE BORN WITH VERY LITTLE FRIENDSHIP POWDER THAT WENT THEY WENT TO PRIMARY SCHOOL, THEY HAD FEW FRIENDS AT FIRST. THEN, THEY MET ME. I HAD A BAG FULL OF FRIENDSHIP POWDER.. BUT MY BAG HAD HOLES. THANKFULLY, THE POWDER THAT LEAKED THROUGH THE HOLES LANDED IN LAVI AND ODD'S FRIENDSHIP POWDER BAGS. SO MINE IS EMPTY RIGHT NOW.. WELL, AT LEAST I'M GLAD LAVI AND ODD HAS GOOD FRIENDS THEY CAN TRUST AND COMMUNICATE WITH.
HOPEFULLY, IF I'M ABLE TO GO TO ANOTHER SCHOOL, I WOULD BE MAKING SOME NEW GOOD FRIENDS. BUT MY NEXT SCHOOL CAN'T BE REVEALED.. EVEN TO MY MOST TRUSTED FRIENDS....
WEDGE OUT
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